Sunday, December 19, 2010

A ghost world


The last eggsperiment of the semester! In a ghostly college.  The campus is pretty much dead, except for  a few wandering souls.  Most of the souls that are left hibernate in their rooms and only come out to eat meals.  At least, thats what I've been doing.  Its like I've been caught up in this whirlpool of work and now the dust is finally settling and I don't exactly know what to do.  Well its not like I'm completely done, I have an exam tomorrow that I am struggling to study for because I've convinced myself that I am totally done and have become completely brainless.  How do I possibly get myself through this horrible slump? Eggs.  Protein.  Brain food.  I thought about it yesterday and I've definitely eaten at least 100 eggs since starting this blog.

I go back to my other life in two days, for a month and I'm not sure how I feel about it.  I wish that the two somehow inconceivably could overlap.  I haven't figured out exactly how it would work somehow with an instant thought of wanting to be in one world rather than the other I could just be there instantly. Instead of having these breaks that are decided for me.  But of course, that will never happen.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Five guys makes me wanna cry..

Just kidding, makes me smile, laugh and makes my stomach just a little bit bigger. mmmmmmm.

Wanted to take a picture of my burger, but I ate it too fast.  This is me stress eating, because in all honestly I'm not sure how I will make it through this next week.  (Not trying to be dramatic at all lol).  But really!!! I am a sleep deprived zombie, and I know I will feel just that much better when winter break comes around, but I'm getting a little sick of all this work.  I am starting to not feel human after all of these endless nights.  I hate when things end like this, with me BEGGING for them to be over.  I would much rather be driving away with tears in my eyes, but believe me I won't.  I can't wait to sleep and read and relaxx, when that day FINALLY comes in around 10 days, I will be the happiest camper out there.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Why oh why oh WHY am I awake?

I am asking you blog world, why when my eyes can no longer make out distinct objects, my brain is completely fried (like an egg lol) and my fingers are slowly no longer being able to function AM I AWAKE?

Right, Because it is finals.  Yep, nearing the end of the semester, which means lots of late nights, coffee and insanity.  But soon it will be done, I will be home and will not be required to have a single thought cross my mind.  Aaah only a few short 10 days away.

As it has recently occurred to me, it seems that my work is not enough to prevent my eyes from shutting.  I have been using several tactics to stay awake which include but are not limited to:
1. Shaking my head vigorously
2. Dancing around for brief intervals.
3. Stepping outside into the freezing cold for brief chats with friends.
4. And listening to some very hyped up mash ups.

Number three has probably worked out best, that cold is kind of hard to ignore and requires my body to wake up in order to stay alive.

I just finished a paper for a class that was in the style of a legal brief.  So i am sorry if this post is sounding quite formal.

Anyways, what I really am having trouble wrapping my head around is the fact that my first semester of freshman year of college is almost over.  HOW DID THIS HAPPEN?

Well unfortunately I can only afford to think about that for approximately two minutes, and now its back to studying.